Day 3 - Still going, Feeling weird

2022.01.23 00:09 JoshGoldFish Day 3 - Still going, Feeling weird

Hello, thank you all for the wonderful words and wishes on my last post. I truly appreciate it, and it helps me greatly to reread your comments.
I am still here today, and I'm still sober. My partner has been so incredibly supportive of me, it is unreal. I don't feel like I deserve the level of kindness and patience that she is giving me.
Felt weird today. A mix of a total lack of motivation, awful headaches persisting from the moment I woke up and ongoing now, anger and frustration towards myself, depression, and anxiety.
I accidentally took a 3 hour nap early this evening, so now I am not sure how I'm going to sleep normally tonight. This is bad news. Normally I'd use weed to fix me up. Sleep medication fucks me up for the whole next day. Not sure what I'll do besides just distracting myself on reddit and by making art until I feel like sleeping again.
I'm frustrated with myself because I feel like I'm still not totally dedicated to giving weed up. I am so resistant to let go of this security blanket. I don't want to face my problems. A whole half of my mind and body seem to be repulsed by the idea of self-improvement. Whenever I start to do better, I seem to self-sabotage to stay depressed. It's fucking stupid to be honest. I can recognize these behaviors of mine, but I can't seem to DO ANYTHING about it besides whine.
Anyway.. If you got this far, Thank you for the ongoing love and support. I'll post again on day 7 if I can make it.
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2022.01.23 00:09 VitaliksBitch I had a woman drag her balls across my face for the first time and it was hot. 🥵👅🍆🍑

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2022.01.23 00:09 alysondenear How do they remove the implant?

So, I’m over the implant and am ready to take it out. It makes my anxiety and OCD horrendous and other negative side effects as well. But how do they remove it? What should I be expecting?
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2022.01.23 00:09 This_Sale_9203 ggg

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2022.01.23 00:09 U_aintq The people I die to are jokes😂

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2022.01.23 00:09 cookies_curls wrong item received from a send sale?

I called another store to buy a pair of pants as part of a send sale, and I ended up getting a sports bra instead. My email confirmation contained the right information, but the package doesn't have a receipt. It does have my name and address on the front though. Has this happened to anyone else? What should I do from here? Thanks :)
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2022.01.23 00:09 _kiminara /whatisthisanimal Subdirect Statistics

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2022.01.23 00:09 darthjoey91 Went to some local record stores today. Found some stuff I’ve been looking online and couldn’t find, and some cool old stuff for reasonable prices.

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2022.01.23 00:09 PerceptionKooky750 Does her nudes exist?

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2022.01.23 00:09 Acceptable_Ad_4602 Audio been fucked for 13 minutes of the calbus fide combn and cawlmnets going crazy but its not being adressed because nobody are reading em. y'dun madur thiggies

This is pretty close to spinal tap/nwh tbh
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2022.01.23 00:09 No_Conference4363 Stopped sharing location

Surprisingly my ex and I still had each other’s location even tho we no longer speak. We’ve had it on since we broke up which was about 5 months ago, which I know is an extremely long time but we had been hooking up for about 3 months of that time. I decided to stop sharing mine because it no longer serves a purpose. I feel a weight lifted off my chest but also part of me holds onto the idea of keeping it on. Although I can still see his, I no longer want to look at it or let it affect me. Hopefully this is a right step in my journey !
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2022.01.23 00:09 I_grind_my_teethts MatPat we need to talk

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2022.01.23 00:09 bluekuma A question about a possible MLM scam through online therapy

Hello everyone! I have a question to ask about an online therapy-ish course that has been haunting my mind ever since I saw my mother started paying courses on these. The online session has something to do with Bio-Energy Cleansing that is supposedly taught by a person with no real educated background (for what I can search in google).
I personally have no experience on how therapy and medicine works, but knowing how the online world usually works I tried to find any information possible in the internet to prove the legitness of this course. In the end, I could find nothing about it except for their own made promotion website and youtube channel which is filled with bots (likely) and also no bad reviews at all. I'm currently in a panic state where I couldn't figure out if this is a real practice or just some psychological suggestion used to lure people into buying due to my lack of knowledge.
Due to my currently panic-state mind I would like to ask others to reassure what I've been feeling. How do I explain to my mother that this course is not real and is highly possible a scam?
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2022.01.23 00:09 Daddy_Kromkamp When you finally find the comfy way to sit in a chair.

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2022.01.23 00:09 writingt [homemade] Lasagna

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2022.01.23 00:09 Trailboss1982 Busy area

When Doordash sends you a text/notification saying it's busy right now. If you would like to dash simply hit dash now....
What they really mean is "we have a lot of no tip BS 2.50 orders that have cycled thru all the dashers currently working. We do NOT want to up the pay, therefore we need to get a fresh batch of dashers to blitz when they sign on...And then they pause your dash after declining 5 orders in a row 🤣
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2022.01.23 00:09 AbstractAirplane Yang Getting Over Yin

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2022.01.23 00:09 I-Want-To-Comment-99 What country is this? Year: 1701

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2022.01.23 00:09 bihfish [Buying] ig account with 300-600 followers,into fashion and bikes

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2022.01.23 00:09 attanasi0 Looking to buy matching set of hardcover books. Seems impossible to find everything. Please help.

Hey everyone,
Read the books about 20 years ago and want to plunge in again.
Looking to get a nice set of The Silmarillion, Unfinished Tales and Hobbit/LoTR. If possible, I’d want to get the illustrated editions.
It seems like there are no matching editions of everything, the best I’ve found so far are:
The Silmarillion
Lord of the Rings
Is there any full set of illustrated or am I better off getting this se:
Lord of the Rings
However, I can’t seem to find the Silmarillion in that edition.
Please help me out, it’s so confusing. In Canada if that changes anything.
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2022.01.23 00:09 Jhyrith How do you get in to the agility shortcut to the Wizard's Guild?

Ya-NEEL
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2022.01.23 00:09 MyOwnGuitarHero [31 F] My local cigar shop held a Kill Bill event so I wanted to show up in style! 🤗💛🗡

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2022.01.23 00:09 AmbassadorChance6946 Does it actually take 3 weeks?

Or does it differentiate by how much stock they have of certain parts. I got an email with a confirmation gmail when I ordered and it gave me an estimated shipping of 4/3/22 but does it usually take that long. I have no problem waiting just curious.
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